I’m back at work today after being out sick for a couple of days. I’m hardly ever sick, but this one was a tough one. So I naturally decided to celebrate by writing a sonnet. Right?
Hope you enjoy:
End
By Michelle Garren-Flye
When spring ends must I be lost and forlorn?
Spring flowers aren’t necessarily best.
Summer brings new miracles I can’t scorn.
Watch the baby bird sneak out of the nest!
By now, his wings are strong, he can take flight—
see him soar above the emerald tree.
For him loss of spring flowers is no plight—
the season’s passage means he is set free.
I will not shed tears for the loss of spring.
Instead I’ll look forward to each season,
anticipate the treasures it will bring.
enjoy existence beyond all reason.
This is the only way to truly win:
love every moment you are in.
One of last summer’s gardenia’s. They’ll be blooming again soon! Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
It’s 11:40 a.m. and I want to do another live poetry writing. I’m going to find a poetry prompt. Be right back.
11:48 a.m. I’m back. I honestly didn’t see any poetry prompts I liked, but I remembered this morning when I walked my dog and how the spring wind felt. I’ve been sick and that cool breeze with the light scent of some sort of flowers felt good. Cleansing. I think I’ll write about that. So here goes.
11:50 a.m. I’m writing.
11:57 a.m. Here’s what I’ve come up with so far:
I step out into the fresh air
Feel the spring breeze wash over
Lifting my hair from my face
Streaming over my mind
Pushing away the bad thoughts
It rinses away the sickness
And I declare peace
With myself and the world
You must deal with the darkness
If you wish to walk in the light
With the weight of the bad
Finally gone from my head
I raise my chin and smell the spring
The green newness of it
With a hint of pink from somewhere
It needs a title, a bit of editing and I feel like there’s something missing at the end. I’ll be back.
12:01 p.m. This is what I’ve come up with:
Better
By Michelle Garren-Flye
I step out into the fresh air,
feel the spring breeze wash over,
lifting my hair from my face,
streaming over my mind,
pushing away the bad thoughts.
It rinses away the sickness
and I declare peace
with myself and the world.
(You must deal with the darkness
if you wish to walk in the light.)
With the weight of the bad
finally gone from my head
I raise my chin and smell the spring:
the green newness of it
with a hint of pink from somewhere.
And I think, this is better.
Keep in mind that all my poems will probably be edited again before I put them out. You might not even recognize some of them after that process is done! But this is the beginning. What do you think?
A hint of pink from somewhere. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
I’m sick today, so I’m late and the poem isn’t great. But it does rhyme.
See you tomorrow, hopefully with something better!
The Lovers
By Michelle Garren-Flye
Maybe I’m finally growing up,
looking at love the way I do.
Knowing it’s weakness to seek
such a thing (I always knew).
Love can be brittle and hard
or it can overflow your cup
with a sweetness that’s sure
and true in the build up.
Is it possible, you’ll plead,
though your heart is scarred,
Can I have it again, this love?
Is it really in my cards?
But love is risk I’d rather not take
it’s not really something I need
and I can easily avoid its reach.
Keep it out of my life’s creed.
Love is a risk. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
It’s the last week of National Poetry Month. I’m sorry I’m late, and I’m sorry this is a short entry and I’m sorry it’s rather a sad one. In honor of the baby birds I see broken on the sidewalk at this time of year:
Ode to a Baby Bird
By Michelle Garren-Flye
It’s that time of year when baby birds fall from the nest
and lay helpless on the ground with broken wings or neck
because they tried, Daedalus-like, to fly too close to the sun
too early and the gods laughed—and then they panicked.
Because if a baby bird learns to fly too well and too early
She may become a god, so they smite her back to the ground.
Is it better this way for the baby birds lying in balls of fluff
On the unkind ground that did not provide a soft enough landing?
They never knew love or fun or the thrill of the flight
(except for that one all-too-brief moment before the fall began).
But they also never knew the unkind world where hateful gods
refuse them the skies just because they’re jealous of pretty plumage.
Not a baby bird, but he did pose for me. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye.
There’s a forest fire in the Croatan National Forest a few miles away from me. Close enough so we have air quality alerts and I got ash in my hair when I walked my dog yesterday. And there was a meteor shower last night but I didn’t even try to watch it because of the ash.
But I was sad about it. It occurred to me how very subjective our experiences are. The trees are dying. People are risking their lives to stop it. But I can’t see the stars.
Of course I wrote a poem about it.
Forest Ash
By Michelle Garren-Flye
I thought we could watch the stars fall
together in in the light of the fading crescent
but what’s falling now is ash from the forest
that’s burning across the river.
The dead souls of a thousand trees
block our view of streaking stars
and the silver moon has turned orange,
and is too weak to shine through death.
Across the river and through the woods
people are fighting to save the trees
but here in my backyard I’m sad
I can’t look into the heavens with you.
One of my favorite trees. Spring makes me grateful for green. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
Today we have another poem written from a poetry prompt. You can find the prompt list here. I chose the first one, which says:
Grab the closest book. Go to page 29. Write down 10 words that catch your eye. Use 7 of words in a poem. For extra credit, have 4 of them appear at the end of a line.
Fun! I work in a bookstore, so it was, actually, hard to figure out which book was closest. I actually have four poetry books sitting on my desk, but it didn’t seem right to choose those. So I looked to my left instead of my right and found a copy of Where the Red Fern Grows. I don’t know about you guys, but that book scarred me for life. I’ve been afraid of axes ever since.
It has amazing words in it, though. I found these on page 29:
shaggy
sigh
jackets
patched
sycamore
pokeberry
mountains
comb
cloth
spiderweb
Needless to say, it was not difficult to form a vision with these words to prompt me. I grew up in the mountains of North Carolina. Much of my life is colored by those years. I related to all of the words in this list…except pokeberry. But I do like the word!
Anyway, this is what I came up with. I hope you enjoy:
Memory Bank
By Michelle Garren-Flye
Spiderwebs hang shaggy
from dusty doorframes
in this old house
in my mind.
I keep the memories
I treasure there:
winter coats laying
on the oil stove to warm
before we step out
into cold mountain air.
We laugh when the polyester
scorches, leaving small holes
on the interior
that no one can see, anyway.
I discard the patched up jeans
that made me sigh
and the battles with the comb
in Mama’s hand.
It’s best to forget some things.
I do love buttercups. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
The eclipse was on my mind all day yesterday even though I couldn’t watch it. I remember the total eclipse in August 2017 very well. My family made an event of it, bought the silly safety glasses and sat outside to watch. It was fun. What fascinated me the most was the way the sun cast crescent shaped shadows. I loved those. The whole experience was magical, like night and day meeting and declaring a truce.
In other parts of the world, they got to see a pretty cool eclipse yesterday when the moon exerted her power over the sun for a short time before moving on. That’s why I wrote this poem. However, as you know, I’m a fan of K-pop and yesterday Moonbin, a member of the Korean group Astro, died unexpectedly at the age of 25.
I’m not a huge Astro fan but I did know who Moonbin is, and K-pop fandom is like family (or a cult), so yes, I was shocked and sad when I heard of his death. It felt like someone close to me had died. I can’t imagine how his real fans felt. So I changed the last line a little bit and I’m dedicating this poem to him.
The Power of the Moon
By Michelle Garren-Flye
Watch now.
This is where you’ll see.
Day belongs to the sun,
but watch!
The moon drifts between
and dims the light…
Remember the last time
when all the world grew dark
on a cloudless day?
I never told you, but I peeked
and then I was afraid
so I watched the crescent shadows
cast by the leaves
until the sun returned.
But I couldn’t help but wonder:
What if the moon decided not to move?
What if he stayed?
From 2017’s eclipse. If you know a K-pop fan, check in with them. Chances are they’re not okay. Photo and poem copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
Did you enjoy yesterday’s live poetry reading? I’m actually thinking it’s good for me to do stuff that’s not terribly comfortable for me, so I’m toying with the idea of keeping it up. I’ve tried recording myself reading poetry, but there’s something about the live aspect that makes it a little tougher. I mean, you’re basically just talking to the whoever shows up. I’ve never been a great conversationalist…
Anyway, moving on, today I have not one, but TWO poems for you. Yay! National Poetry Month has definitely shaken something loose in my brain so I can think poet-like again. Or maybe it’s spring, which definitely inspired these two poems, which started out as one poem, but I realized they’re actually companion poems.
I hope you enjoy.
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Springlight
By Michelle Garren-Flye
I’d like to be the light you see
when clouds part after rain—
transform leaves into glistening green glass
and reveal jewels on flower petals.
Can I be that for you?
I want to be the sunrise
at the end of the long night,
blooming over the horizon,
spilling into the fields
and onto your face with a soft shimmer.
Will you turn to me?
My desire is simple, really:
to be a glimmer of hope,
a shimmer of sunlight,
a ray in the darkness of night.
Is that what you want, too?
Springnight
By Michelle Garren-Flye
I want to be the night
closely covering you,
a breath of a caress
graying out the day…
so you can leave it all behind.
You won’t be afraid of the dark
when the Dark is me, will you?
I’ll let the stars sparkle
and the moon set a path for you
so it won’t be all black,
but you’ll find comfort in me, too,
a rest the day cannot provide.
Fear has no place in me
because you will not be alone.
Cuddle up in me,
I’ll be your blanket,
silvered by starlight
and delicate dreams.
Spring is glorious! Photo and poems copyright 2023 Michelle Garren-Flye
I didn’t do a live yesterday and I seriously considered not doing one today but decided that’s the coward’s way out, so…anybody wanna join me on Instagram? I’ll keep it short.
BREATHE: Michelle Garren-Flye 