Happy Easter!

Poem and illustration by Michelle Garren Flye. Copyright 2021
I am so in love with my new project I’ve been working practically nonstop on it since last week. It’s tough when you’ve got a project like this that you can’t wait to see finished…but you’ve got to stop and do mundane things like pay the bills and get ready for taxes and, well, eat and sleep. (Though I will say I’ve sacrificed a bit of the latter.)
So I’ve been working nonstop since last week and I’ve gotten about halfway with the illustrations. But I just can’t wait to share at least one. So I chose one of my favorite haiku. Here it is with the illustration I finished just last night:
If you’ve seen my graphic novel HourGlass, you’ll recognize where I got the idea for this one. This is half the battle, too. Though most of my poetry is pretty easy to illustrate, some of it isn’t. This one actually took me a while. If you’ve ever tried to draw rain, you’ll understand why. It’s not the easiest thing to draw. I played around with different “brushes” on my iPad and finally realized it was the hand that was the important part of the poem, not the wind and rain. And thanks to HourGlass, I already knew how to draw a ghost-like hand. Lol.
Anyway, I’m off to illustrate more poetry. Maybe write one or two as well. There’s one I’ve included in this book that I may not be able to use as I’ve also entered it into a contest. I’m at least half hoping it doesn’t win (which it probably won’t) because it’s the best one I have and could easily take up a two-page spread, and I have the illustration all planned out. Well, we shall see, right?
If it does win, maybe I can still include it and add a line to the front cover: “Contains the award-winning poem—————”
Seriously. What does make a haiku good? I know it when I read it. I know it when I write it. I’m still trying to get to the point where I feel I can do it consistently, though. Here’s an idea:
#40 (eh)
Pretty pink roses
What secrets do you keep there
Beneath your petals?
#41 (not bad)
Dragonfly swoops low
Lands on water’s smooth surface
To meet Reflection
#42 (s’okay)
Lie here beside me
Look at the clouds and dream
What do you see there?
#43 (maybe?)
It rustles the brush
Stalking the moonlit midnight
Fearful manifest
#44 (not bad)
Hard to remember
Winter in mid summer heat
Ice when all is fire
#45 (love this one, but I made it a full poem)
why would you think all
the fire in the world is yours
you are left with ash
#46 (eh)
Light shines in the rain
Love awaits us in those walls
Home sweet home again
#47 (not bad)
Smell of fresh death floats
On hot wind with crackly leaves
Fallen trees are mourned
I blame 2020. So in a way, I guess I should thank 2020 for being such a miserable year it froze my creative juices in my veins so that the only way I could continue writing at all was to take up a study of haiku and try to figure out why some 5-7-5 poems are better than others.
Until Boku No Hero Academia, that is.
My daughter introduced me to it. More to the point, I found out she’d been watching anime and reacted like any sensible parent would and demanded she watch it with me. I have a bit of a prejudice against anime and manga due to the way it portrays women. I found some of that in BNHA (a.k.a., My Hero Academia, based on the manga by Kohei Horikoshi), but nothing I felt would scar my beautiful, confident, intelligent daughter.
I did think the anime could use a stronger female character or two, preferably on the hero and not the villain side.
I was pretty sure I could create one.
In mid-July I did exactly that. And then I started writing her story. Then I posted it on a fanfiction site. It’s now up to 22 chapters (I’ve been posting one a day, serial-like), has almost 700 hits, 22 kudos, six subscribers, and one reader who comments every single day. I’m kind of proud of that. It might be the most successful thing I’ve ever written.
After I wrote about ten chapters of it, I came clean with my daughter. She was shocked and, I think, happy. She asked if she could read it. I gave her the link because I’ve rated it “Teen and Up” on the site, and I know it’s okay for her.
She said it was really good.
I asked if it was weird that I wrote it.
She pointed out that most fanfiction is written by kids, so my readers are probably kids and probably think I am, too.
Oh jeez.
That is a little weird.
And still, I know I’m going to finish this story because I can’t not. It’s been pure fun to write. I love the universe, the characters (Kohei Horikoshi’s and mine), and how it’s brought me back to reading the comic books I borrowed from my older brother’s room when I was a kid. He always had the best ones. Richie Rich, Spider-Man, The Micronauts (remember Baron Karza, anyone?), and so many others. I loved those comics.
And I’m not going to apologize for writing a fanfiction based on an anime based on a manga. After all, it’s better than sitting frozen in horror watching our world flame out.
And besides, it inspired my beautiful daughter to draw me this:
I am not going to post a link to my fanfiction because I don’t want to lead any children to my romances. If any of you do find this, my romances are not child friendly. I would refer you to my Shelley Gee account for middle grade children’s books. Possibly my semi-YA Weeds and Flowers. But none of these are set in a universe with heroes and villains and would probably be a disappointment. Sorry? On the other hand, if you know me and want to read the fanfiction to see if it’s really all that, let me know.
#39
Skittish red dragon
Flits away, finally rests
On a skinny twig
A few more of my better ones.
#14
Wind and rain lover’s
Knuckles brushing over cheek
Gentle but solid
#15
Rain beats the leaves down
Rushes on the ground to pool
Over the tree’s roots
#16
Inspiration comes
After storm falls on our heads
Umbrella is nice
#17
Irrational want
Desire what can never be
Love has no place here
#20
This excellent trip
Will end eventually
What happens then, love?
#21
Restless sleep tonight
The moon flows full over trees
Inviting rambles
#23
Why sleep in the night?
Fight circadian rhythms—
Living time is dear.
#24
Read haiku poem
Prepare for inspiration
Bursting with longing
#27
I love the rain sounds
On the glass paneled windows
Safe in my bookstore
#29
Summer evening
Alien ratchets and song
Wish I weren’t alone
#31
Scarlet cardinal
Takes flight, leaves the rest of us
Behind, bound to earth
#32
Late blooming flower
Pure and alone on the bush
I guess you forgot
#33
Bizarre masked people
Eating at sidewalk cafes
Through open zippers
#34
Can’t really decide
If surroundings are muted
Or are you just bright
#35
Reality runs
After me, chases, leaps and
Follows my retreat
I’ve been studying haiku and how to write it, what it’s supposed to mean. It’s interesting. Haiku used to seem like an incredibly easy format to me. It doesn’t have to rhyme. It’s just a certain number of syllables and lines. Turns out that’s not really all haiku is.
By reading some original Japanese haiku from Matsuo Basho, I’ve learned that there’s more to haiku than just counting syllables and lines. It’s more about the feeling you are left with at the end of the poem. So haiku isn’t so much about what’s there as what’s left. If that makes any sense.
Anyway, here are thirteen haiku I’ve written over the course of the last few days. I’d love to know if you have a favorite. Do any of them leave you with anything?
#1
The gardener prunes
But new growth won’t be restrained
Bright green emerges
#2
Fireworks entertain
But divisive words excite
Rebellion looms near
#3
Stained glass wings hover
Glory in the hot summer
Swoop fast, stop away
#4
2020 sucks
plague, famine, deluge and war
make a new start now
#5
it’s the halfway point
the race isn’t won yet
can we just restart?
#6
Heartfelt empathy
Pain from any side will hurt
Shut down the spirit
#7
No lightning tonight
Just rain falling in the pines
Sounds lonely alone
#8
Dark voices cry out
I search for them in the sky
Black wings spread, take flight
#9
Crows call murderous
Shrieks splitting the morning light
I listen and smile
#10
Desirous waking
Leads to newspaper reading
This day just the same
#11
Stay home to be safe
Wear a mask, don’t go out there
Life is lived this way
#12
Spiders don’t frighten
But dark doubts creep up on me
Fear takes over life
#13
Disaster movie
Background characters await
Saving grace. The end.